
what must that be? it is a feeling no one can explain. some authors, science and even God want to find a reachable explanation.
I doubt it will be possible. what medicine must I take to relieve the pain? it is pushing me down day by day.
yeah, I've tried praying, gambling, crying and confessing my sins. what have I missed? doing all that wasn't enough and in fact I don't know if I want to forget. do I want to forgive?
could anyone remind me to keep on? could anyone show me I still have a way out? I've been begging on knees.
where are those several options we believe to have once we are still in that world? laughing is all I have.
insanity would be the word to describe that perfect emotion. would any drug have a stronger effect? if it'd can I have it?
I hold in my memories the first time I got it. the moment it became concrete.
composing was not a nice idea. sadness, depression and tears would appear in all my lyrics. even the poorest expression would make part of it.
am I floating high? am I being buried?
when did the first attack happen? I did not have the chance to get ready.
why couldn't I raise my sword and show I would at least begin the fight?
I may get the point of it but I'd rather refuse it.
the inspiration is over. the keychain in heart shape simply broke.